hello..yes, nde ako masyadong huli sa balita...
aiun, ako madalang mag-internet, sobrang pagtitipid na to...

eto, naglilinis me ng kwarto...nagrereminsce tungkol sa matataas na grades nung HS
pagbigyan nyo na ako, bihira na ko makakita ng ganun ngayon... hehe
ano ba pinagkakaabalahan ko pang iba?

umm..kumain?
ACTUALLY, ako din kelangan magpapayat...
pero ok lang yan...womanly naman tayo...
"it's their loss" kung yaw ng boys ng ganung girls...hehe (ang yabang no?)

ummm... manood ng TV?
may balak akong maging TV guide para sa
disney channel (lizzie mcguire/art attack addict!),
lifestyle network, etc...
namemorize daw ba ang sked? buong raw ba naman naka-on ang TV...
patay nanaman ako pagdating ng meralco bill ;)
dvd addicts ndn kme d2 sa bahay, kuya ko kc...linggo-linggo may bagong binibili
dme pang foreign films, nakakatuwa din...refreshing cla panoorin...
at masasabi ko lang...ang hohorny ng latinos/spanish! *y tu mama.., talk to her* joke lang, art kaya un no! hehe

umm... ma2log?
exag ako ma2log, ACTUALLY ngayon ko lang ulet naapreciate...
mega crammer kc me nung skulyear, puro puyat at eyebags 2loy inabot ko...

cge inaan2k pako promise, sumama kc akong ihatid ang aking kuya sa office...
call center kc, hirap talaga...nababaliktad ang araw mo!

hasta la vista babeh,
jolie

the meantime girl

di ko alam kung sino sumulat, pero... swak eh. *sniff.*

What's a meantime girl?

She's the one you call when you're bored because she makes you laugh.
She's the one you talk to when you're feeling down because she's
willing to lend an ear and be a friend.

She's not the one you call when you need a date to your company's
Christmas party, or to go dancing with on a Saturday night. She's the
one you spend time with between girlfriends, before you find "The
One".

You know, the one who you keep around in the meantime. She's not one
of the guys, not a tomboy, but you don't look at her as a "real"
woman, either. She's not bitchy enough, moody enough, or sexy enough
to be seen in that light. She's too laid-back, too easily amused by
the same things your male buddies are amused by.

She's too understanding, too comfortable – she doesn't make you feel
nervous or excited the way a "real" woman does.

But she's cool, and nice, and funny, and attractive enough that when
you're lonely or horny and need intimate female companionship, she'll
do just fine. You don't have to wine and dine her because she knows
the real you already, and you don't have any facades to keep up, no
pretenses to preserve. You're not trying to get anything of substance
out of her. She's not easy, but you know that she cares about you and
is attracted to you, and that she'll give you the intimacy you need.

And you know you don't have to explain yourself or the situation,
that she'll be able to cope with the fact that this isn't the
beginning of a relationship or that there's any possibility that you
have any real romantic feelings for her.

It won't bother her that you'll get up in the morning, put on your
pants, say goodbye, and go on a date with the woman you've been
mooning over for weeks who finally agreed to go out with you.

She'll settle for a goodbye hug and a promise to call her and tell
her how the date went.

She's just so cool . . . why can't all women be like that?!

But deep down, if you really think about it (which you probably don't
be cause to you, the situation between the two of you isn't important
enough to merit any real thought), you know that it's really not
fair. You know that although she would never say it, it hurts her to
know that despite all her good points and all the fun you two have,
you don't think she's good enough to spend any real time with.

Sure, it's mostly her fault, because she doesn't have to give in to
your needs – she could play the hard-to-get bitch like the rest of
them do, if she really wanted to. But you and she both know that she
probably couldn't pull it off.

Maybe she's too short, or a little overweight, or has a big birthmark
on her forehead, or works at Taco Bell. Whatever the reason, somehow
life has given her a lot of really great qualities but has left out
the ones that men want (or think they want) in a woman.

So she remains forever the funny friend, the steadfast companion, the
secret lover, and you go on searching for your goddess who will
somehow be everything you ever wanted in a woman.

You'll joke to her that she should be the best man at your wedding,
and she'll laugh and make a joke about a smelly rental tux.

She doesn't captivate you with her beauty, or open doors with her
smile. Mainly she blends in with the crowd. She's safe. She doesn't
want to be the center of attention and turn the heads of everyone in
the room.

But she wants to turn someone's head. She wants to be special to
someone, too.

We all do.

She has feelings. She has a heart. In fact, she probably has a bigger
and better heart than any woman you've ever known because she's had a
front-row seat to The Mess That Is Your Life, and she likes you
anyway. She obviously sees something worthwhile and redeeming in you
because although you've given her nothing, absolutely no reason to
still be around, she is.

Anyway, yeah. I'm a Meantime Girl. Been one more times than I care to
admit. I don't know the reason, really, and at this point I don't
even care. I just want to let every guy know who's ever had the good
fortune to have a Meantime Girl that we may be a lot of fun, but we
cry, too. A lot.

And someday we won't be around.

==

naiyak raw ba ako. yun lang.

hehehhe.. online din ako everyday. =) patay na naman ang bill ng telepono namin nito eh... =)

saaaarrraaap naman, swimming. ako, di pa ako nakakatikim ng family outing. as in hindi pa. as in it's been years na. *sigh*

tapos... tapos... *grumblegrumble* magsusummer pa ako... sheeeet... huhuhu....

ayun. tapos... tapos...

TAPOS... i'm 130 lbs!!!!!

*sinks to the floor, crying hysterically*